It has been more than a year since my last entry into this journal.

It hasn't been an easy time over those long long months. It has been quite a task to get to where I am now. I could not have imagine at that point in time that I could have gotten to where I am now. It is often only when one get over the adversity at hand that one is able to appreciate the goodness where we have in our lives that many had taken for granted in our lives as the norm and will always be there.

I am now able to appreciate the normality in my life. Like going to work everyday, seeing friends and being with the people we care about. I am even able to appreciate being able to argue with the ones I love. Not that I am looking for a fight of any sorts. I am looking from the perspective that only when you have love and affection for that person that you care enough to be want to be heard. I know that might sound a little twisted to some or all but I count my blessings everyday that I am surrounded by real people who have real affections for me.

I am in a good place now....thank you whoever you are that has been looking out for me all this while....